Our world continues to get more confused.
The violence today mkaes me want to turn to prayer,
prayer for the lost, prayer for the lot soul who did this, prayers for all of us,
although of course that doesn't line up for me.
But if we depend on god for our salvation, then isn't that same god responsible for this?

I didn't mean to speak about religion, but it's a hard spot, when you wished that there was someone you could turn to, a god like figure and there isn't one there for me.

Added later...

When I was in Yoga after writing this, I was wondering about it more. I just wanted to add that I feel bad for everyone involved, for the victims, all 33 of them, because surely the shooter was a victim as well.

And as always, I respect any solution that works for any person as long as it doesn't have negative impacts on anyone else. And yes, blaming anyone has a negative impact.